{"id":112,"date":"2020-10-25T19:13:45","date_gmt":"2020-10-25T19:13:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/?p=112"},"modified":"2020-10-25T19:15:40","modified_gmt":"2020-10-25T19:15:40","slug":"the-quiet-things-that-only-i-know","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/?p=112","title":{"rendered":"The quiet things that only I know"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>There\u2019s two phrases people often use &#8211; \u201clife gets in the way\u201d and &#8220;you&#8217;ll drive yourself crazy&#8221; &#8211; both have <strong>never<\/strong> felt truer.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Recently I\u2019ve been feeling myself being pulled further into the darkness, more rain less sunshine. And I think that\u2019s how life can be sometimes. It gets in the <em>way<\/em>. Of your hopes, your visions, and it can cloud your perspective of the future. And I know people say \u201cahh but only if you let it consume you\u201d, but I don\u2019t think that\u2019s <strong>true<\/strong>. You don\u2019t <em>always<\/em> have the control. You can\u2019t always be \u201cstrong\u201d enough to break free.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe, though, things happen for a reason. Maybe I&#8217;m meant to feel like this now in order to feel whole in the future.&nbsp;I&#8217;m only human and that&#8217;s okay. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But it&#8217;s the rumination and thinking you only ever experience things <em>alone<\/em> that can be the real killer. It&#8217;s hard not to get caught up and think you&#8217;re the only one to feel this way. But I like to remind myself that the seasons always change. There is <em>always<\/em> evolution. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There\u2019s two phrases people often use &#8211; \u201clife gets in the way\u201d and &#8220;you&#8217;ll drive yourself crazy&#8221; &#8211; both have never felt truer.&nbsp; Recently I\u2019ve been feeling myself being pulled further into the darkness, more rain less sunshine. And I think that\u2019s how life can be sometimes. It gets in the way. Of your hopes, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[22,18],"tags":[21,54,47,59,4,16,20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=112"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":114,"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/112\/revisions\/114"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=112"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=112"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/faithoftheheart.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=112"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}